Illusion of control

Reminisce with us!

I doubt many people around me would remember these clubs.

Paradigm, ClubIII, Rush, Xklusive, Taps, Valves, Devil’s Bar and Canto.

I know sibeh lian, but what to do, my brother is a beng DJ what. so when I was younger I didn’t have anyone to bring me to Zouk ma, so I frequent these clubs loh. Until I got a Zouk card after my 18th Birthday then i started to hang out at Zouk more often.

But hey, these clubs make it so memorable! Now that they intend to host an event with DJs from these previous clubs, it sounds pretty awesome.

I wasn’t all that interested at first but Evonne la, sound so excited made me excited too. Plus knowing the entire gang, who once hung out at Boat Quay when I was there, was going too made it sound super fun. I’m gonna go early! Haha!

The tix are all sold out but we got ours, baby. Heh. Evonne says: "Even the tickets look so beng" HAHA!

I love Techno! HAHA!

This marks the end of my flying career. Not so much of a career.

Zurich for the 6th time. I think Zurich is a weird, in a good way, place for me, I’ve been here with so many crew I will remember for life. Clarence, Julian, Lyn, Steph, Serene, My cooking buddy Serena, etc etc. My IFS for my 1st EVER FLIGHT as a crew, Zamani, is also on my flight now as a CTS. Someone asked me to buy his crew ID because he is on both my first and last flight.

NO MORE 
-red lipstick for work
-red nails because I have to
-toxic hairspray so that my hair looks similar to a helmet
-saying sorry to both petty crew and pax over trivial matters
-sorry sir, mdm I’m only left with fish/chix/beef/pork
-smelly safety shoes
-"would you like a cup of coffee or tea" x 54201 times
-"thank you, see you again, take care, good bye" x 43178952901 times
-waking up every now and then worrying i’m late for a flight
-being bothered on who i’ll meet on every flight
-awful management who treats you FUCKING nice when they need your help, but when you need theirs, they refer to 4739 departments and finally reject you.
-being corrected by people you hate (you know what’s the stupidest part? they correct you over things like, you never cut the grapes, your bread is not hot enough or that you are using your mobile phone on a travellator) {for non-crew’s information: to my understanding, whenever in uniform, you cannot use ur mobile phone while walking, but apparently according to anal people, it’s while you’re moving, meaning if you are in the car, on the escalator, on the travellator, in the lift, CANNOT USE HP.
-NOT BEING ABLE TO WALK WHILE HOLDING MY MOBILE PHONE IN THE AIRPORT!
-Thanks for the flight XXX, times x number of crew on board.

NO MORE!

I’ll miss flying for sure. But for now, I think this is the best decision made EVER.

Should I book a hotel room at Rasa Sentosa? If I should, should it be like check in on 11 check out 13, or check in 12 check out 13? hmm. Confused. 

I actually have lots more that I want.

Like a mulberry bayswater pump.

Balenciaga Mini Traveler 

Source

Balenciaga Classic Bracelet (Chestnut or Black)

I LOVEEEE this bracelet when Big Sis showed it to me. Haha. 

Source 

Balenciaga Mini Purse! (Framboise)

Balenciaga Pencil Case (Since I’m thinking of going back to studying! Haha)

I think I would like Palm Green or hmm, chestnut again? haha.

I love small items from balenciaga looks so pretty!

Ok I gotta go now, while I’m typing all these the tiny baby is on my lap. So yea gotta go. Bye. 

I know I’m supposed to blog about many things but I’ve got no time, or shall I put it this way, I prefer to spend time with my family then blogging?

I’m just very torn between choices now. I have to finish this month to complete my bond if I calculated correctly.

I don’t know when to quit. Before CNY? Which means I got to hand in my resignation by mid jan/early feb? Or should I quit in April like what I planned? I really can’t make up my mind.

I’m unhappy to go for flights but I don’t think I’ve saved enough. And I don’t know what I should do after I quit yet.

What would you do if you were me? Flying is not as fun as people think it is. Really. But of course, just like Brisbane, I know I’ll miss it.  

It should never be one item alone!

Anyways I was just thinking what I’d like for my birthday since min told me she thought of what to get me. I really don’t expect gifts because I don’t even know what I want. But now I do know!

1) Canon IXUS 200 IS!

I like the purple one! But I think it’ll be hard to get. Whatever. I just need a new camera, mine’s a bit lousy.

2) Agnes B ab Heart range

I prefer the coin pouch thingy. I got a thing for pouch that has such material. You know, like if it touches water u can just wipe it off and ta-dah! Clean.

3) Lanvin Perfume

I can never get enough of this perfume and I only use this scent. But don’t get me like 10 of it la. Really no need anymore perfume for my entire life man.

I still got a few more and will post when I’m back from shopping. Haha.

I had a dream that I got out of the car telling someone, don’t bother I’m gonna cab home. (Cuz that person wanted to go up and get something before sending me home)

I was with baby, I brought him out along with me. Suddenly that person rushed to me and asked if I smelt something burning and I really could. Out of nowhere, the trees in front of me all starting burning, the flame was so huge I was so afraid that it would scare baby so I carried him and hid inside the car. Many bypassers use the car I was in to hide from the flames too. But they were outside the car la, like a shield. Then the flames stopped burning all of a sudden and the trees merely had no leaves on it but it still stood as it was.

Anyone has any idea what does this mean? I kept trying to go online checking on dreams interpretation but I found nothing. What does burning trees represent?

I know thane got crazy exam schedule and I know Debs will be there till after new year or something.

Good luck to all studying for exams!

Debs I’m coming to BNE again! xD It’ll be just before my birthday. I think I’ll reach on the 9th Dec.

Yea, much love to Vivian’s wise words. I think this shall be the day where I should start loving people who actually bothers than being such a retard.

Although I do know the logic, I still continue to do silly things. Which is why today was an enlightening day when people I actually think is a bit siao siao most of the time, talk sense into me. Haha.

The only person I know who always got my back covered is someone I’ve known since I was scrawny, fugly and annoying. HAHA. You know who you are and you know I’ve always got yours covered too although you’re damn 烦 3/4 of the time.

It’s nice to know I’ve got friends who will always be there and like what Vivian says, "好朋友一个两个就够了。"

I throughly enjoyed Vivian, Cassandra, Anuja and Kendra’s company today! Hopefully we get to meet up more often.

And min, thanks for being so sweet, planting a <3 and occasionally remembering to keep in touch! (:

4th time but still loving it!

Went for dinner then to red light district. The funfair on the way to red light district is so pretty.

Oh, I finally managed to view the peep show with the couple doing live. But honestly, I think the girls on their own are more entertaining. The bloody couple ah, they do it with no emotions, like it’s a chore to have sex or for her to blow him or for him to get a blowjob. One funny thing that ian said before we entered "let’s pay and see how long can he last"

It was quite funny and I was actually quite excited to finally be able to catch the couple show. But after watching it, I seriously rather watch porn videos or something. They are so boring la. Like it’s a chore and that it’s such a boring thing to do. -.-

Then we walk past this girl in the unit 56. She’s damn entertaining. I mean most girls just stand at their bloody glass doors and look out or use their phone or something. This one tries to catch everyone’s attention. She started cleaning/wiping her windows and turned around with her backside facing us and shook her ass a bit. She’s just so entertaining there was so many others standing outside her door looking at her. And she’s quite hot honestly.

After all the walking we went back to the hotel thinking that this was gonna end the day. However as we were walking along the river, a stupid stoned/drunk guy was just beside us, standing by the railings peeing into the river. Bloody saw his kukubird. So small still dare to take out pee in public. Kiam pa.

So yep, I’m back in the hotel and am gonna go to bed now because I had a terribly tiring day. Yawn. Nights world. Pics soon!

I’m looking forward to the flight tmr, partly because I’ve got 2 girl’s I’ve flown with on the flight and the destination is, hello. AMSTERDAM!

It’ll be cold but hell, it’s my favourite kind of weather. Cold and can wear boots. Shiok.

Plus, big sis will be there too. She’s on a holiday and it just so happens I’ll be there when she is.

PLUS, Marilyn will be on the next flight in.

This is crazzyyy. I can’t wait to be there but I don’t look forward to working on board.

Being the most senior, (when i’m not even that senior) would also mean having more expected out of you. And business class is full and I’ll be the only one there with the IFS and leading. ZZZZZZZZ. big big ZZZZZ.

Oh well, Amsterdam. Amsterdam. Amsterdam. HAPPY THOUGHTS!

Book review

I love reading books that get me so engrossed I don’t want to do anything but finish reading it.

So far, every single book of Sophie Kinsella makes me not want to put the book down.

The Twenties Girl made me spend more than 4 hours in Bangkok just reading it and when I finished it, I was secretly hoping that there would miracously be more pages for me to flip. I didn’t read the back of the book cover when I bought it because I knew it’s be a good read no matter what. Because I didn’t know what was the book about, when the events unfold, it was utterly refreshing and really interesting.

I bought another book by Subhas Anandan, "The Best I Could".

I read it halfway and my bf just stole it from me. He’s actually reading it now while I’m typing. It’s really interesting to know about Subhas’s life and how he got to where he is now. The exciting part is actually cases he has fought.

I know the cases he take up are normally for "bad people" but like what he says, everyone deserves a fair trial. And this book has given me a different perspective on criminals. Not that I support them, but I think of them differently. Really worth your time. I haven’t entirely finished the book but it got me and the bf hooked on it.

Any books you read lately? I’d love to have new books to read.

I think I am cuz I am so lazy to go out, I think thrice before going out and when I do, I’m dressed like shit.

Ok so anyway I was came back from the movie (500) Day of Summer.

IT’S AWESOME.

Please go catch it! I really loved how the movie was put together and how it goes from day 1 to 500 (not in sequence) plus how the story turned out. AWESOMENESS TO THE CORE.

So anyway, I went to BKK for a holiday and it was not as fun as before.

I’ll blog about it more when I have more time. Nights for now.

(My name is bunny) - personal joke.

I had so much fun in brisbane. Like the best fun i’ve had in ages.

I miss hanging out with debs so much and I knew she would cry if i left! I miss you too debsy really. I felt upset to leave so soon I wish I could have stayed longer. But it was all fun while it lasted.

Brisbane brought back many memories I miss everything there. Honestly.

Debs still make me laugh like a mad idiot with all her little quirky habits and words. Even on msn, I can laugh like siao. I miss debs. Really. Hurry come back ok? Let’s go for a trip together soon!

Garage Sale

16A Dunsfold Drive (Braddell Heights Estate)

Sunday 27 Sept. 11am to 6pm.

Branded clothes, bags, shoes, electrical appliances and more.

Clothes as cheap as 5 bucks also have ok. So please come support. I think my sis in law selling hers for like 2 bucks also have. Not sure but just come by and support ok. My mum, sis, sis in law, brother and everyone else will be selling their things there. So yeap. Come come.

Please spread the word, twitter, facebook your blog. Just help me can? Thanks a lot!

I’m sorry I forgot about my blog. Haha.

But check this out, I found these when I was checking out the photobooth of our Mac desktop.

These were taken donkey years ago. The 2 Shawnss having fun with the photo booth while Cheyenne is like a victim who happened to walk past. Haha.

And these are more recent photos taken in my rented house. Same furniture different place. 

I suddenly miss that home of mine for 2 years so much. So damn much.

This pic is the one that reminded my brissy days. Sigh..

Ain’t she cute? She’s so smiley and she allows everyone to carry her! I’ve got another cuter pic of her where she smiles but I’m in uniform and we’re not allowed to post pics of us in uniform. So yea.

That’s the minnie mouse headband debs wore for halloween in our 1st year of uni. Yw made him wear it and took a pic of him.
(See, I’m not unpacked yet. Messy room with boxes)

And that’s them fighting like they are soliders. So silly, but so cute.
Oh and if you realise, the baby’s holding SCV controller pretending that it’s a gun while the bf is using my wallet as a gun. -.-

I CAN’T WAIT!

Holiday with like 20 other of my family/relatives.

Although it’s like Beijing, but whatever man. It’s my family leh! Yay so excited.

Anyways it’s been a long time since I’ve heard and like blasted electro, hard trance and house on the comp. I’m using the mac now and amazingly it has the music that I love! Ok Very out of topic but I can’t help it. 

If you have the sunday zaobao, read again. Ben xiao jie is inside can. HAHAHAAH. It’s an interview I did with my mum la. Nothing much but then again, my first paper appearance ok. 

Got lots to do today, better pay my hp bills before they cut my line or something. Haha. Shall I get smery tofu or series 2 tofu today? hmm.

Yup, this is a PPS passenger of Singapore Airlines. And you say cabin crew has got one of the best jobs in the world.

I told you the baby was a copycat. And I have proof!

And that’s them sharing Strawberry Yan Yan.

I drove the baby to bf place to surprise him. On the way there I had to pump the petrol and baby said he wanted to buy yakult for bf (so he can also share la, very cunning one, he knows got 5 what) then he saw chocolate and went "OH! CHOCOLATE!" And took one chocolate bar saying, for darling. Then he saw Strawberry Yan Yan and took it, and said for baby.

When we got to bf house, he told the bf, "yakult share. you take this one. i want purple color" LOL

Then he followed bf around the house, no matter what he was doing, he’d follow!

Bf walk to toilet, he follow, bf lie on bed he follow, bf prepare for uni doing hair, he also take comb and do his hair.

But what I found super amusing was when he told bf, "SALUTE!" Then they both salute at one another. HAHAHAHA. The baby is crazy about army stuff. If you see any army caps, clothes whatever please let me know. Wanna get it for him.

I miss the people I met in WoW.

Zise, Ah kai, Dorisell, Alextinehnehq (Alexistineq), Hwhplx, and everyone else who had some association with the guild. I really miss the guild people. I can’t even remember the guild’s name now.

It was so fun last time.

We loved just going in to do nonsense like maybe transmute (is that what its called?) stuff, chat with guild mates. Say hi to others in Ironforge (If i remember correctly).

I miss partying with zise and dorisell. Sigh. I miss the game. But I don’t have a good enough laptop to play it, so forget it!

Did you know that certain countries ban certain websites to be accessed from their network?

For example, UAE restricts sites like gambling (Full Tilt Poker) and obviously porn etc. I didn’t read what else was banned.

But China is the best.

They restrict websites like, Facebook, Twitter, Youtube and every blog sites.

The sites that we use everyday. I think I will cry if I have to live in China, I’d feel so lonely!

I better stop typing. Later they ask to ban my site from every country.

I’ve got so much to update!

I’ve got pics of the baby copying the bf’s actions. The cutest baby i’ve ever seen on board. And many more pics.

I’m starting to reconsider my blackberry options again since I tried using it today. Or iPhone 3g? zzz. Headache.

I am so jealous that my friends are so hardworking to change the color of their hair, cut funky hairstyles and yet manage to make it look normal when we report for flights. I wish I had the energy to do it. I’d dye my hair and do something crazy with it. Just you wait. I’m gonna kill my hair when I quit.

Oh and btw people, thanks for all the info on weight lost methods.

Guess what? I had major kick ass fever in shanghai just.. last night or the night before (i lost track of time) and i lost 3kg just like that. Just need to lose about 3 more then i’ll be satisfied. Haha.

So afraid i’d be quarantined can, so i didn’t report sick and just decided to suck it up and go for flight, of course by then my fever subside already. I just felt really weak because all i ate in 36 hours was half a bun that my sweet sweet Farrah bought me.

Until now (almost 3 days), all i’ve eaten is like 1/2 a bun, 1 toast, a few mouth of noodles which i puked out anyway, and hmm.. 1/4 of a peach. Oh and yami yoghurt. I’m pretty sure I don’t need the pills yet. At least not now. HAHA.

Ok, so arnie’s girl suggested eating more pear and starfruit to lose weight. 

Michelle and Shawn says Reductil. 

Shawn says slim booster as well.

I’m so lazy to reply tags so I’m gonna ask here. 

Mich: how much does GL charge? I very long never go liao. confirm damn hard to make appt right?

Shawn: where is your doctor? and 1 month confirm can slim one not? Sekali eat liao nothing happen. Cuz too fat. LOL.

Arnie’s bitch: I hate pears leh. but for the sake of looking slim and good ok. fine, i’ll try eating it now.

People say appearance does not matter. BULLSHIT. Seriously. Wake up, stop lying to yourself.  You know it does, so stop judging others who wants to improve themselves to look better. I really think plastic surgery is ok if not excessive. but don’t lie that you haven’t had anything done. It’s damn disgusting acting innocent when you obviously changed something about yourself.

I rather buy a jacket like this than to buy a bag.

net-a-porter. 1.9 pounds. *sweat*

I think this month is a bad month for me. But somehow I am blessed to have colleagues like them.

Serena and Cassandra both offered to COF their flight away for OFF so as to take my hkg turn on the 4th. I really hope they can successfully COF. I am so so desperate. I think it’s harder for Cass cuz she has DEL.

I hope I can get 4th OFF. Sigh.

Anyone has any idea how to lose weight?

Like don’t tell me stop eating. Because that will never happen. I love my food too much.

Vaser is one option but basket. it’s damn scary.

What else what else?

I know it’s damn dumb, and it’s only been like what, 4 days. But I miss the bf ok.

I can’t wait for thursday to arrive where I’ll have a supper date with him! Yay!

XOXO

I woke up at like 5am san fran time and waited till 8.30 to have breakfast at Lori’s!

Super yummy country breakfast and strawberry milkshake. My favourite breakfast ever!

After breakfast we went to DSW to take a look because there was mega sale for Gucci items and I saw this pair of baby shoes that I HAD to buy!

Ok actually I was contemplating whether to buy the shoes or the poker card set in a holder (but decided the shoes was a better choice because poker is evil)

I’m so happy with this purchase..

I’m EXCITED!

I can’t wait for the baby girl to arrive. I’m gonna dress her up and look like me. HAHAHAHA!

Ok heading out to shop again. Tata!

I haven’t slept in 24 hours I think. Yea 24. And I’m still awake.

I went shopping alone (very bad idea because I tend to spend more) and I went into Barneys to check out the bag that can buy me a chanel. YAY SAVE MONEY! Doesn’t look that fantastic afterall! Picture look nice, real bag, ok only. Not worth 3k.

BUT! Balenciaga caught my eye can. It’s even cheaper than my Miu Miu! -.-

How? No money already. Although my bf say I like print money like that, but seriously…

Anyways am having my favourite thai food in San Fran, the one beside Beautyland where the crew buy OPI nail polish like we’ve never seen OPI before. Damn yummy, but check out the portion. I mean I expect the rice to be a big portion, but the soup also?!

Damn huge right? Bigger than my face can. -.-

I can’t even finish 1/7 of the soup. Seriously.

Ok back to my bag, HOW? Buy? No? URGH! Anyone wanna donate money to me?

How??

Should I go to Barneys and be tempted to buy yet another bag? But fish man, that bag can buy me a chanel know. cheese pie. so ex.

GMT -7 here, so tiring.

OH! This is the first time I’ve had my room changed. It’s freaking eerie the other room 503.

It’s like 3 rooms in a small hole of the building and immediately outside your room is a hugeee round pillar. When I opened my room door, it sounded like those haunted houses, the crreeekkkkk sound from the door and suddenly I didn’t feel comfortable. Immediately called the front desk and asked for a change of room, basket, she informed me that they are overbooked. I insisted on changing my room and they finally gave me another room (near elevator! yay! I like, then no need drag my luggage so far on stupid carpet floors. damn heavy know)

Anyways, hurry tell me if you need something from BBW or OPI nailpolish or whatever that you think I’ll be able to get la. but eh, dont tell me 10 items i will kill you. You try carry my luggage with 10 items from bbw and all my stuff. I bet you will want to die.

Okies, sms me whatever you want but don’t think I confirm can get it ah cuz I chionging many other things. So much things, so little time. Tsk.

If you don’t already know this song, you need to go watch the video.

Nobody by Wondergirls.

And btw, it’s damn sad you only know it through my blog.

ANYWAYS, I’ve managed to annoy Jay and Yw by singing it repeatedly. My set of crew were singing along with me when I repeated it ten thousand times. Oh btw, I’m in Korea right now. I sang it while walking to the crew joint and the steward actually tried dancing it while i sang. Damn disgusting but damn funny. Really.

~I want nobody nobody but chuuuu~~

San Francisco tmr! YAY!

There, my bag. in a bag.

I don’t have pics of my bag yet la. These are the only things I bought in Milan.

I’m blogging cuz I’m bored and stressed. I hope the car insurance thing gets settled soon. Urgh.

I got an AIA plan to cancel.

I got a car insurance fucker to kill.

Both situations, there’s nothing much I can do.

Can someone please pray that everything goes smoothly and hopefully that fucker can’t claim the car insurance because he’s being ridiculous (claiming 3500 for a bloody small dot dent. And I’m serious it’s so fucking small the people who kpo-ed at the knock told him just fix and claim from us, but he still went to claim the insurance. bloody fucker and claim so much. ccb) and my AIA plan can be cancelled with no forfeit?

Please pray for me. Seriously.

This movie just wasted 2 hours of my life.

He’s handsome yes, but the story. Oh.My.God. DAMN FAR FETCHED.

The plot is damn dumb. Really. Go watch if you want to know what’s it like. But don’t say I didn’t warn you.

Sorry I disappeared from Facebook, Twitter and my blog. I didn’t get a chance to access the internet because I was busy sightseeing with the bf.

We went to Venice (nothing to woaahhh about), I think it’s really overrated. It’s sinking so we went to take a look.

I’ll post some pictures up when I’m back in Sg. I’m still in the hotel waiting to get prepared because I woke up too early.

Oh oh, and big news people. I bagged it. Finally after three make that four years of all talk no action, I bought a bag. And the first bag that I ever wanted. It’s so pretty I love it! In case you didn’t know, the bags I use, are given to me by my mum, haven’t bought one.

I’m gonna eat grass for quite sometime before spending on anything else. There, I bagged it. How about you?

I am not pissed or angry. It’s gone past that stage.

I am upset and disappointed. Really.

Everytime I organise something for everyone to come out, it either gets cancelled or many don’t turn up. Somehow, last min something would happen and somehow, i’ll be the last priority. Therefore it being cancelled.

Otherwise, I can ask someone out and they claim they are not available only for me to find out they went out with others.

Just tell me the truth right? Otherwise just say no you can’t make it. Why agree and give me hope then say no when we’re about to meet?

This is really not the first time. It’s been going on FOREVER. I am so sick of it but I keep trying. I keep trying to get everyone together. Who the hell bothers?

I know this may just be stupid or a small issue to everyone out there but put yourself in my shoes, when people reject you a thousand times and but you still keep trying because you give in and you forget about what they have done. Then only can you tell me how small an issue this is.

I am really not angry, I am very upset. Very. I feel like I give too much but I don’t have friends who gives me. I really don’t. And I feel like I’m mixing with all the wrong people who doesn’t give a shit about me.

People just take, but they never think that sometimes, I need someone to give me something too. I can’t be strong all the time. Sometimes you need to help me. You need to make it alright for me. You have to. Not me. Sometimes just sometimes GIVE ME SOMETHING to believe all of you are worth my time.

I am willing to do a lot for my friends and I treat all my friends very nice but maybe it’s time my friends do the same for me and give me a chance to take. Not just give. Please give me a break. Please? I beg all of you. Please. I cannot keep doing this. I will not be able to take it anymore. It’s so not funny anymore.

My first sightseeing in Zurich. Been there 4 or 5 times but I’ve never gone out sightseeing before because I prefer to hibernate.

So when my batchgirl is with me on the flight, we decided to go to the rhinefalls!

On our way there, we went through an underpass which was so pretty (but damn smelly, smells of urine) so we had to take many pictures there.

Click to enlarge. That’s Celina, me, Fe Ching and my batchie Serena!

(I’m blogging this while waiting for my wake up call from the hotel so yea I’ll just post on pic and continue another time)

These are examples of stupid people I happen to know who knows not of how fragile life is and how they should treasure what they are given.

Some would say the whole world is against them and they complain and whine about how the whole world hates them. THEN THINK WITH WHAT’S LITTLE LEFT OF YOUR BRAINS, MAYBE IT’S JUST YOU??

Some would use medication and tell the world they use medication to get through or how many times a day they visit a doctor and go for psychotherapy or something. Is it something you should be proud of to announce it to the world? Is it something you think acquintances should know?

Some would say how much they would commit suicide if something doesn’t do their way. Ey, want to die, just go and die la hor. Don’t grab so much attention and want so many people to comfort you then end up you never die. I rather you die so you would be less of a pain to others. Don’t just say, do it. If you dare to do it, it wouldn’t take you so many years to keep harping on how much you want to die or how many times you’ve attempted suicide. Seriously.

Fucking wake up your idea stupid idiots. You have no idea how much your family has been going through to stand by your nonsense and fucking hell if you say you don’t have a loving family, then fucking think, you don’t have friends? You don’t live in a comfortable country? Fucking count your fortune instead of harping on everything bad. If you don’t know how to be optimistic at least learn, otherwise just go and die and stop searching for sympathy.

So bloody stupid.

min says (10:59 PM): oh yah forgot u in bombay

min says (10:59 PM):hehehe

Eve says (10:59 PM): cb 30 bucks for briyani

min says (10:59 PM): i tot now call mumbai?

Eve says (10:59 PM): tmd

Eve says (10:59 PM): so ex

Eve says (10:59 PM): yah but the code is still BOM

Eve says (10:59 PM): never change

min says (11:02 PM): haha

min says (11:02 PM): do u think they changed it because it sounded like a ‘asking for it’ name

min says (11:02 PM): bomb bay

min says (11:02 PM): LOL

Eve says (11:02 PM): HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA

Eve says (11:02 PM): THAT’S LIKE SO FUNNY

Eve says (11:02 PM): HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

min says (11:03 PM): dont u agree?!?!!

min says (11:03 PM): hahaha

I entered my room, looked around and saw a weighing machine.

Stood on it and it says I’ve lost 3kg, I immediately got down, double checked everything and weighed myself again.

Lost 3 kg still. Immediate reaction "SURE OR NOT?"

Then I went to the toilet and looked at myself. WHERE SKINNY?!

I wish the weighing machine is not lying, I’d be so happy i’ll eat so much cheese from business class and put on more than 3kg.

Business class makes me fat.

Happy thoughts, happy thoughts. I need to think happy thoughts.

The rooms in the hotel is going to black out very often. Because it’s india, and it’s summer.

The towels will smell, you know why. The flight there is going to be not so easy. But whatever.

HAPPY THOUGHTS! Be optimistic and smileee… I gotta be up at 330am. For an indian flight. HAPPY THOUGHTS!

My roster is getting worst one after another. F**k

Seriously. after bkk turn, next day jakarta nightstop. After react workshop, next day standby. WTF. Eat me eat until like that. Last roster let me work 7 days straight only 2 off days. Never give me my off day this roster. Next roster I will demand. Basket.

I got all the flights people won’t wanna do in this roster.

Manila, Bkk, Jakarta, Brisbane, Bali.

Basket, gimme ICN-SFO i also don’t want. I rather do some other long flights. TMD. Damn sian.

I am supposed to be asleep right now because I gotta be up early tmr. But I just saw something on FB and it makes me feel so weird! I wish there’s someone I could share it with but no one will understand me! Only maybe DR and Iris.

MY GOD! I think our school mates are recycling one another. SO DAMN WEIRD. I want to tell someone. DR, Iris, please sms me. I want to tell you so badly. HAHA.

ling. you decided. stick to it. says (10:22 PM): for some ppl

ling. you decided. stick to it. says (10:22 PM): giving makes them feel happier than receiving

Eve says (10:27 PM): me loh

Eve says (10:27 PM): i like to give it makes me feel happy that people are happy

Eve says (10:27 PM): i think i should win some noble prize award

Eve says (10:27 PM): im too nice

ling. you decided. stick to it. says (10:28 PM): ppl win nobel

ling. you decided. stick to it. says (10:28 PM): u want noble

ling. you decided. stick to it. says (10:28 PM): hahahahahaa

ling. you decided. stick to it. says (10:28 PM): *smacks*

ling. you decided. stick to it. says (10:28 PM): u’re a giver loh

ling. you decided. stick to it. says (10:28 PM): and u give me more than i can give u =/

ling. you decided. stick to it. says (10:28 PM): i was jus telling ron

ling. you decided. stick to it. says (10:28 PM): im a giver to her, and u’re a giver to me l

ing. you decided. stick to it. says (10:28 PM): (then who gives u !?)

Eve says (10:33 PM): when yw wins

Eve says (10:33 PM): i make him give

Eve says (10:33 PM): yah

ling. you decided. stick to it. says (10:33 PM): hahahahaa

I just went to Iluma where my cousin, Darren’s flagship store is opened. #01-21 Play Imaginative.

Strawberry To-Fu is uber cute! Sign up for membership and you get this!

TO-FU Series 1

This comes in boxes where you randomly pick to see which you get, but since series 2 is out, you’ll be able to pick whichever you want from series 1. There are little stickers to indicate which design you’ll be getting. The Evirob TO-FU is damn cute I tell you.

TO-FU Series 2

You’ll not be able to know which design is in the box till you purchase it. I want the jellybean to-fu. It’s so cute can. (2nd row 4th from left) The American TO-FU is SO cute but you wouldn’t be able to see the designs clearly here.

Evirob

It’s so very cute, I’m loving this!

Astrodemonio and Evil King

It reminds me of Transformers toys, the cuter version.

Happy Tree Friends Trexi

I know a few of my friends love the Happy Tree Friends, so here you go. I actually think it’s quite cute although I think the cartoon is a bit weird.

Addidas Trexis!

This is the limited edition Trexis where it is not sold ANYWHERE (apparently) because it is SO limited, not even eBay I heard. Addidas only gave them to celebrities and one that everyone would have already guessed is Edison Chen.

So go down to Iluma (Opposite Bugis Junction), Play Imaginative #01-21, and check these cute toys out!

I’m so gonna start collecting them. And please don’t be mistaken, I don’t get them for free (he did offer me the toys and told me I could have any of my choice) because if I want to support my cousin, I think the best way is to buy it at retail price. No point saying you wanna support someone and demand for huge discounts and freebies. There’s not considered support is it? Although maybe, it’d be nice if he could throw in 1 or 2 for free if I buy excessively. HAHA!

Images are from Play Imaginative, Happy tree friends image is from here.

I find it funny, but it’s at the expense of my batchgirl. HAHA.

You know how you wish that the person you once fought or argued or quarrel with, you’ll never see? (Not talking about friends la, I mean you get over it and you become friends again what right)

Anyways, she once told me a story that made me laugh so badly my cheeks were numb, and she was praying she’ll never get to see that person ever again. If I were her, I’d find it rather scary to ever meet that person again. But seriously, I think heaven has a wicked sense of humor.

She just had to be slightly too on time for our training today, and sit beside the guy she hope she’ll never meet. (In case you didn’t know, if our reporting time is like 1630, we’ll be in the briefing room at 1600. That’s on time in our "culture". And for training, we start at 0845 but normally we consider 0840 late, in fact 0830 I’d be panicking)

She looked at me in shock and gave me the OMG look when he entered and I instantly knew. I couldn’t stop laughing. When I told my batchboy who was seated beside me, his eyes disappeared into lines because he was laughing so hard.

Seat arrangement was as such: Me, batchboy, another girl, batchgirl and her buddy she hope she’ll never see. Imagine how fast her heart must have been beating.

It was funny to us, but she was so nervous he’d recognise her. I felt anxious for her too but I wanted to know how he’d react if he knew. I’m so evil.

I know it may not sound funny to you guys but seriously, if you know my batchgirl, you would understand. Her reactions are the most absurd and dramatic ones. I am so lucky to always be doing training or SEP with at least 2 of them. I’ll miss going to courses with them after I leave. Seriously, it’s SO much fun.

I’ve packed 4 boxes, but my room still looks as messy. HOW TO PACK?!

So many barangs leh. -.- So sick.

The irony. "I would like to live forever"

I think his dad is the one with issues. If you watch this series you’ll realise that MJ gives compliments and praises often and I think it’s really because he wasn’t given any when he was growing up. His love for all things cute and kiddish is of course because he wasn’t given a chance to enjoy them as a child. Really, how can anyone blame him for being who he is when his dad is the idiot who didn’t give him a chance to be a kid. And I think the stupid interviewer is a bit weird, he seems like he’s anti-MJ towards the end of the video.

And now that Michael is not around, you should watch the CNN interview with his dad. He is truly one f*cked up a**hole.

I don’t know what to do with my bedroom or toilet yet. But I found some interesting designs online.

This has got to be my favourite design. Purple and black and white. What’s not to like?

Got them from here, here, here, here.

Notice anything about them? If SQ wants anyone to do it, I think it’ll take a LONG time before they can film. The kebaya is so hard to paint!

I feel sadden when I heard news of his death.

I woke up early in the morning for a KL turn only to hear he has passed on. Didn’t think much of it because I heard it from another crew, but when I walked to the gates and saw on CNA that he is dead, I felt quite upset. Somewhere somehow, he managed to leave a rather deep impression in my childhood memories. Black or White MTV is one I remember very well. I don’t know why.

I really think he is badly misunderstood, I believe he’s not that much of a molestor or crazy idiot the media make him out to be. I really think so you know. Apparently, (according to what I heard from ling) the reason why he bleached himself was because he had skin cancer and it would cause white spots and that his dad once laughed at his nose that’s why he went to do something about it.

Even without hearing these, I already feel he has his own reasons for doing things the way he did it. He may be an extremist, not a crazy idiotic molestor. I think he has a rather sad life, the only time his life was good was when he started to become popular, after that, it somehow went downhill. Even after his death, so many complications has to arise. Seriously.

He shouldn’t have died so early, I think it’s really unfair for him. God should let him complete his concert to prove the world wrong and remember him still as the King of Pop they once knew him as.

Somehow I feel so sad writing this post. I think he’s the only someone I would actually immortalise and it feels weird to know he’s no longer around..

MJ will live forever. At least to me, he will.

5 Wishes of the Past

- I wish I had better fashion sense when I was younger so I wouldn’t look like an awkward teenager.

- I wish I continued learning the piano despite the fact that my piano instructor is a slut.

- I wish I knew why my house was haunted and who were the "people" living with us for the past 11 years.

- I wish I continued netball because it is still my favourite sport.

- I wish somehow there was a way to save uncle so I wouldn’t need to see him only in my dreams.

5 Wishes (Present)

- I hope I am setting my path right for a better future.

- I wish for good crew for all my flights.

- I pray that everyone around me will be happy and healthy (honestly, even people who are disgustingly annoying)

- I wish I could save up and finally be willing to splurge on a watch. (I can’t even bear to buy myself a branded bag -.-)

- I hope the bf and I enjoy each other’s company everytime we meet and it’ll be like that for a looonggg loooonnnggg time.

5 for the future

- I hope I’ll be able to make half as big as my mum and I’m satisfied. (I don’t think I can do better than her because she is Superwoman)

- I wish my parents would be around to witness my marriage and the birth of my child(ren).

- I hope all my siblings and I + mynn leong will still meet up and be like how my mum and aunts are like.

- I wish I’ll be able to see the growth of my healthy child(ren) and grandchildren.

- I hope at the age 60 and above, my husband and I would still be holding hands and giving each other pecks on the cheeks.

How about you? What do you wish for?

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Anyone heard of this company?

The phones are at ridiculously low prices (maybe not ridiculously low, but low enough to make me go WOW). Can’t really believe it actually. -.-

Check out this post.

I’m so afraid it’ll be a scam or something so I’m asking around first.

I am so lazy to re-blog after stupid IE died on me when I blogged about my trip. Oh well, I’ll be back to blog with pictures. Of my loots!

Don’t act close to me by calling me by my chinese name.

I don’t like it when people call me by my chinese name like they know me very well.

Unless you know me before I was 17, of course you are entitled to use my chinese name because I introduced myself that way.

Other than that, don’t act like you know me, calling me rong, or jiarong. It disgusts me when people call me that when I don’t think I’m close to them at all. Screw you. My name is EVE.